tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6632964039869880272012-02-16T07:31:38.089-08:00azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-663296403986988027.post-62171369181467664742008-07-21T02:17:00.000-07:002008-12-10T08:42:45.191-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SIRYBZoPHWI/AAAAAAAAAAc/bIaBpjdzV7c/s1600-h/1_276072102l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5225398248739380578" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SIRYBZoPHWI/AAAAAAAAAAc/bIaBpjdzV7c/s320/1_276072102l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#3333ff;"><strong>im wonderin when mynitemare will ever end..last nite i still have the same nitemare..tat guy wit his new gurlfren act romanticly n seems very happy lookin at me..n i cry in the end of the corner waitin 4 him to take me back n left tat gurl..but last nite a miracle happen when my dreams turn to someone else come to me at the of the corner n hug me n said i miss u..hurm...n tat guy seems like worried n looks like he wanted to let go tat gals hand but it looks very hard 4 him...he looks like wanted to take me off 4rm the guy arms...i saw his eyes non stp lookin at me till ive lost him...is tat mean there's other guy will set me free 4rm dis nitemare.i hope so...guys pray for me...pray tat will be something tat can change the worst thing into the best thing ever happen to me...amin..</strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/663296403986988027-6217136918146766474?l=honeyaddictefreak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-663296403986988027.post-59544532037965718312008-07-20T01:25:00.000-07:002008-07-20T01:58:51.228-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#990000;"><strong>huhu~it doesn't mean tat my ex slept wit anyone else...just wanna share bot myfrens...my long distance fren.hehe...wut do feel when ur bf got caught slept wit other gal?....i think u'll cry more than a littre of tears ait?...huhu~ u can imagine how ur luv ones flirtin wit tat gal...how he seduce tat gal..huhu~ i t will become ur nitemare.. thinkin of it.... the most thing u scared of along ur relationship... the most thing u get rid from it...huhu~ when it happens im sure u dunno hoe to handle it... u got caught between love n lost.. u dunno wut choices u gonna make.. either u've to accept it or leave t.. if it happen to u wut u gonna do?...but the weird thing is tat gal who slept wit her bf just now him bot just week...how come it can turn to sleep together...ist the gal whose the bitch o.....huhu~ iduuno how to help myfren... id unno the solution..but the thing i know its really2 hurt..more hurt than u find out ur luv ones have another gf..huhu~</strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/663296403986988027-5954453203796571831?l=honeyaddictefreak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-663296403986988027.post-77852241694871157612008-07-18T23:53:00.000-07:002008-12-10T08:42:45.351-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SIGVlKuTBvI/AAAAAAAAAAU/N-xmenbtBxg/s1600-h/1_174442049l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224621508492723954" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SIGVlKuTBvI/AAAAAAAAAAU/N-xmenbtBxg/s320/1_174442049l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#000000;">2 weeks later everythin come back to normal.. i thougt everyone deserve a second chance...hehe...everythin was okey..tat guy syg me n i syg him...mmg xde gado2 da...happy sangat...tat tym i really can trust him...we learn how to trust each other n though except our both kekurangan...hehhe..tat tym la syg gle2 kat him til tak ingat kat dunia..bwt everythin je mesti ada tat guy...makan,jalan2,holiday n everythin...we promise da tak check masing2 punye phone kononnye we trust each other....me mmg xde contact dgn mane2 guy pown...after 4 to 6 month happy 2gether one day me tegerak hati nak tgk his phone..den tgk banyak gler gal's name in his phone book as well in his in box..then ada 1 gal's name msg syg2 kat die..i started curious den cepat2 amik tat gal's num phone...tat nyte i kal tat gal n sgt3 tekejut when tat gal said she was his gf too...huhu~ dis the 2nd tym..but i duuno y i can forgive him tat tym..mybe because i was deeply in luv wit him...no do u think im the stupid one o its ryte to give him another chance...i actually tryin to be the good one..kononnya memahami somenone...so tats y tat tym xmara..i thought dgn cara tu bole bwt tat guy berubah...i dunno y myheart keep sayin tat his gonna change one day....but maybe i cannot except the truth tat guy was not in luv wit me...but things change after tat...we both slalu sgt gado...til he came to myhouse one day...tat tym we spend a lot of happy tym 2gether....huhu~....but after his going back to kl..things change..become worst when he meet dis gal..i dunno wut makes he change..he said his confuse....he said he luvs me but its hard to left tat gal...so i think moving on is the best way for me...give him some space wit tat gal...but now...things become more worst when our family hate each other...because wut he did to me was to cruel the my family cannot except him anymore...but things seem like everyone blame me...but the one who make dis mistake is him...now i feeel really badafter all dis past life...its just like a nightmare for me..i dunno how to stop thinking bot dis thing..i hope there's someone will colour up mylife back!!!!!!!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/663296403986988027-7785224169487115761?l=honeyaddictefreak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-663296403986988027.post-13951509379298863262008-07-18T07:59:00.000-07:002008-07-18T08:21:53.399-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>L is just for looser..huhu~..not for lame, totally not for LOVE, not for like and maybe its for LOST.. in my past life i rally love to describe everythin bot love...i really love to know bot love..how its feell, how it touch how it comes n how u lose it... love it just not a simple word tat u can exactly easily say it.. when ur really feel it than u have the ryte to say it... but now i already stop to find out wut really love is...cause once u got it u'll lose it..trust me...when u lose it then u call it looser..huhu~ </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>Dearie bloggy..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>maybe its hard for me to tell eeryone bot mypast life...maybe dis way everyone can knows whos ryte n whose wrong..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>either me o him..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>either i o u?..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>i just want everyone to tell me wut really love is all about..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>wut way can make someone luvs u..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>though appreciate u the way u are n appreciate u when u r there b side them...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>on my 2nd sem in UTM i fell in luv wit dis guy..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>deeply crushed on him...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but when it get started to know him i find out many negative things bot him..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>is't my fault to trust someone else..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>or is't his fault not telling me the truth..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>o im just the dumbess person u all ever met...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>let me tell u bot him..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>not really cute but when he smile he makes ur heart melt..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but his short but for me its cute...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>huhu~..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>when i started fell in luv wit dis guy...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>n officially declared to be his partner it kind really2 intresting...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but then dis guy start control my life..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>i can't even spendtym wit my family as well as myfren..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>i can't even enjoy mylife..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>everythin under his control...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but then i get used to it...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>i can follow his flow...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>along our relationship i never contact wit other guy, lost contact wit my old frens and stop spendtym wit my own family...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but then..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>after 6month couple something tat i really hope didn't happen just happen..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>i knew he had other gal in his life..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>not for a couple of month or a week.. but along six month couple tats long he wit tat gal too...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>then i started ti ignore him..</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>but dis guy is a really die hard sweet talker...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong>so den go the next episode...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/663296403986988027-1395150937929886326?l=honeyaddictefreak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-663296403986988027.post-24556001190788464242008-07-18T07:29:00.000-07:002008-12-10T08:42:45.536-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SICtY3JYarI/AAAAAAAAAAM/yrR3O-N3wcA/s1600-h/l_48bbcf2d43fd24daa3a3aec3c203e9a1.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5224366210381540018" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_uixA_BIxxi4/SICtY3JYarI/AAAAAAAAAAM/yrR3O-N3wcA/s320/l_48bbcf2d43fd24daa3a3aec3c203e9a1.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">my Dearie bloggY..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">dis is the 1st blog of mine..n i made dis bloggy juz to release everythin in my mind and share wit everyone my past life..though my new life..on my 1st time wirte on dis blog i juz wanna share bot my own...the outside of me...huhu~</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll azila hani yusup ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll 8 July 1987 ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll kucHing, Sarawak ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll cuRRently in UTm skudai ryte now ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll BEACHES i luv it.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"> ll CHOCOLATE help me relieves my stress.. ll </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"> ll GUYS currently i hate it.. ll </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll LIARS keep urself away 4 rm me.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">i really2 hate u.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll BITCHES stop ruining my happy life.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll SUNSET im in luv wit u.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll STARS keep on brigthen my day.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll RAINBOW dun stop colour up my bored life.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll SMILE tat makes me the brightess one.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll MUMMY ur the most person i luv.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll LOVE i can live witot u.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll MUSIC i cant live witot u..my life witot u is nothin.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll CROWDED PLACES im sory i cant be wit u... ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll MYFAMILY i'll always luv u.. ll</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">ll FRENS hope u'll luv me 2.. ll</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/663296403986988027-2455600119078846424?l=honeyaddictefreak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>azie honeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03278024508570711137noreply@blogger.com0